Breaking up is hard to do. So is saying goodbye.
Whether it’s a friend, a loved one, or a television character, it doesn’t really matter. Saying goodbye hurts. Because from that moment on, you know it will never be the same.
Probably the worst part is that it gets better over time. I don’t even want it to get better. I never want to forget about what it felt like. I don’t want to forget about how much I’ll miss it, all of it. I’d rather suffer forever, then realize that I’ve forgotten.
I’m writing this blog for a lot of people. I’m writing it for Gray. For Andrew. For all my friends that I might never see again.
It fucking sucks when something bad happens to someone close to you. It’s not just their problems anymore, it becomes yours too. So when it hits them, it hits you too. When you know they’re crying, you’re crying too.
Life isn’t fair.
But that doesn’t mean you can’t wish that it was.
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