February 2012
1 post
“ugh theres a crmb stck nder my uuu key and L
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January 2012
2 posts
“It is no matter to [the common people] if the high lords play their game of...”
Lies and Loose Threads
Bear with me: Life is like a thread. A long, thin thread stretching from birth to death. Sometimes you have to lose something to make you really realize how much you wanted it…or appreciated it. Okay; fine. That was really cliche. But I guess it is still true. Telegrams used to end sentences in stop. So they knew where to stop a sentence and start a new one. Stop. Sometimes I wish I could...
December 2011
1 post
November 2011
2 posts
“My goal is not to wake up at forty with the bitter realization that I’ve...”
Occasionally...
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Sometimes I get jealous of other people’s lives.
Don’t you ever wish you could be like someone else. Someone that you respect so much, that you think they are ridiculously cool? That you’d totally date if they were a different gender? Okay, maybe not that last one.
Then I wonder if there’s someone out that envies my life. There...
August 2011
1 post
August
So it’s august. That month nobody likes.
The weather isn’t quite as nice anymore. The people don’t seem as happy. There aren’t any holidays. You forget what number month it is. You even forget to capitalize it when you talk about it.
School’s coming. I don’t know whether to be depressed or ecstatic.
July 2011
4 posts
June 2011
1 post
May 2011
6 posts
Insecurities
It’s hard to be self-conscious when you’re doing something about it.
“I don’t think the goal with tattoos should be to try and find something...”
– Reddit
Ttyl
Breaking up is hard to do. So is saying goodbye.
Whether it’s a friend, a loved one, or a television character, it doesn’t really matter. Saying goodbye hurts. Because from that moment on, you know it will never be the same.
Probably the worst part is that it gets better over time. I don’t even want it to get better. I never want to forget about what it felt like. I...
This.
Studying can teach you a lot.
Limbic System: The processing of memories, creation of emotional states, drives, and associated behaviors.
I don’t care what does it. It doesn’t change anything.
I still miss you.
April 2011
16 posts
Reblog this if you want (1) long message that will...
I want one!
“The Road Not Taken
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could...”
– Robert Frost
That awkward moment when you ask:
“Wow! Did you make this yourself?!?”
and they say:
“No…”
“Oh.”
“I waited to change the sheets until I could no longer sense you in them. It took...”
– http://www.reddit.com/r/reddit.com/comments/gthht/letter_to_emily/
Cute Couples
I think I fall in love too easily. Love at first sight, just a bit more one-sided.
I start imagining our first date. A mediocre movie, then eating El Forastero on a rainy evening in our warm car. I imagine being together on late nights, with 8 AMs the next day, and not caring. Walking hand in hand around campus. Dodging sprinklers at 2 AM. Showing up with Lollicup (just because). Spontaneous...
Sunday comes afterwards..
It’s weekends like these that remind me why I hate coming home.
When I’m at home, I’m not in control of my life. When I’m home I’m not the person I am, I’m the person I was. At home, I’m feel trapped, literally and emotionally. It doesn’t help that everything bad happens when I’m at home.
I guess things change. People change. For the worse,...
Up
I hate the concept of soul mates. The concept of “It wasn’t meant to be.”
There isn’t some higher power out there…someone deciding the perfect person for everybody. But I know people hate to believe that. Everyone believes there is some perfect soul out there waiting for them. It’s ridiculous, it is illogical…but it makes you feel better, at least.
...
Priorities
It’s pretty damn hard to pick the right priorities. Whether it may be videogames over schoolwork, fraternities over friends, or sleep over fun, for some reason, even though you know the right choice, people manage to make the wrong choice over and over again. Not that I’m immune to this. O. Chem? What’s that again? At least I’m doing it for charity. And my pledge class....
March 2011
7 posts
Only One in the World
It’s easy to forget you’re the only person that exists. It is really easy to get absorbed in your own problems, and forget that your friends have problems of their own. So I’ve been trying to put my problems on the backburner. Forget about them, and try to just support my friends, no matter how many knives in my back have their name etched in them. I went through some serious...
My Good Karma
I’m reading about the “Nicest thing you’ve ever done, that nobody knows about”. People are talking about saving women from rape, saving a life, running into a burning building.
The best thing I’ve ever done was nowhere near that. I wouldn’t say this is something nobody knows about, as I’ve told maybe too many people this story. I don’t know if...
Wild as the Wind
Oh, how far I’ve fallen since my last post. I hope this is the last time I talk about this.
I’ve been sleeping a lot lately. At first I convinced myself it was because I was so tired from weeks of draining myself. Then it was because I was bored. Now it’s because I want to hide myself from the world.
I used to be happy! Ha! The days! When Andrew and I sent each other more...
The Forest
What does El Forastero mean anyway? My vain, cognative guess (That was a pun!) is that it means “The Forest”. Well, probably not, but I like to think so anyways. A forest of deliciousness.
So I depledged from Rho Pi Phi. I haven’t even blogged since I was pinned for Rho Pi Phi, so to any casual observer, I never joined at all. That’s fine with me. I had 3 pronged reasons,...
February 2011
13 posts
Speed Limit
So I’ve decided to slow down.
How do you slow down, when everything’s going so fast? I’m not entirely sure. I have more events to worry about than I can count on fingers, toes, ears, and knuckle hairs.
Isn’t everything about speed nowadays? Speeding tickets, instant messenger, living life in the fast lane. It’s easy to get lost. I don’t know where my last...
I must've done something right. To deserve you in...